She Covers Her Denial With A Smile! (Revised)

She used to be that girl with twinkles in her eyes,
What she had in her possession, she never realized.
A Jewel, a Gem, valued at priceless,
I'd rate her a "Twenty" when she's not at her best.
Even at her worst somehow, she always managed to smile,
I could feel the pain in her but she's always in denial.
Tryin to embrace ignorance, cuz ignorance is bliss,
I wish I had the power to kill, her pain with a kiss.

If You Love Someone So Dearly, Be Willing To Let Them Go!

Thinking Back In Time Of Something I Heard,

Thinking Of The Impact Of Every Single Word!

Pondering Up On The Implications Of A Certain Parable,

Struck A Note In My Heart Re-Defining My Soul!

Love Is Precious, Love Is So Divine,

Love Is A Commodity Just As Fine Aged Wine!

Hold It Precious, Hold It Dear,

Hold Love To The Highest, Caress & Cradle It Near!

Love, "LOVE," With All The Love You Got,

But One Fact About Love, We Dare Must Forget Not!

Stay If You Will,

Stay Because You Want To,

But Should You Wish To Go,

I'm Not Gonna Stop You!

Because I Love You,

I'm Willing To Let You Loose,

All I Want Is That You're Happy,

You've Got The Choice To Chose!

Even If It Be...

Someone Else Or Me...

Whenever Love Comes Your Way, Never Hesitate,

Don't Dare Playing Games, Always Reciprocate!

Love Maybe Strong But At The Same Time, Fragile,

Gotta Give It Room To Grow So It Can Become Agile!

Like A Soaring Eagle, Love Needs Freedom To Flow Free,

Can't Cage Love Expecting It To Yield, How You Wish For It To Be!

To Yield The Kind Of Love You Crave Or The Kinda Love You Desire,

Lest You Choke That Love Just Like A Bird Tangled In a Wire!

So Love "LOVE," Just As You Wish To Be Loved,

Keeping In Mind The Facts To Never Confine Love!

The Heart Of Humans, Ever Changing, Thus Love Be A Mystery,

If Ever Comes A Day, The One You Love Chooses Not to Stay,

The Words, Of That One Parable, Is Something We All Need To Know,

"If You Truly Love Someone, We Gotta Be Willing To Let Them Go!"

So Stay Only If You Will,

Only If You Want To,

Should You Wish To Go,

I Won't Bother Stop You,

All I Want Is That You're Happy,

You've Got The Choice To Chose!

Even If It Be....

Someone Else Or Me....

Ode ToThe Sentiments Born Down South!

Copyright ©2007 Jimmy Bairagee

Calmed By This Southern Breeze,

Brought To Tears, Taken Down To My Knees!

A Sense Of Solace Overcomes My Aching Soul,

Here, I Feel At Home, I Feel Serene & Whole!

All Troubles Seem To Be Carried Away,

With The Sound Of Waves & Ocean Spray!

How Is It, Just One Place Could Yield Such Peace?

This Solace I Feel Here, Brings Such Sweet Release!

Every Time I Leave, Leaves Me Craving For More,

For This  Place, By The Ocean, I So Adore!

One Day, Someday, I'll Call It Home For Sure,

This Craving, When Leaving, Will Pain Me No More!

Till Then, Not Sure When, I Will Keep On Returning,

The Sweet South, For Which, My Heart Is Ever Yearning!

No Words Worthy...MOTHER!

I'm scared of that day when I will lose you, 

So I push you far away from me,

I make you oh so weary to a point, 

Where you just let me be!

It's not that I do it on purpose, 

In driving you away,

May be somewhere in my subconscious I feel, 

It will prepare me for that day!

The day, when I'll have to lay you down, 

In that beautiful wooden box,

The box, which will be your bed, 

Until God stops the clocks!

When Time turns ever Eternal, 

And Sorrow no more Prevail,

When Tears cease to rain with terror, 

From Pain's storms of hail!

Till He wakes you up and brings you back, 

To see a brighter day,

When shackles can no more confine, 

Any soul that looked His way!

In my heart, I find peace in knowing, 

You'll surely be there in His care,

But for now, to say goodbye will be, 

The most hardest thing to say!

So I push myself further and further, 

Till neither you or I feel that close,

Hoping, in the end it won't hurt so bad, 

When on your box I lay that rose!

I can't express these thoughts to you, 

I've never gotten used to speaking,

I've never been one who's come accustomed, 

In revealing how I'm feeling!

So selfishly, I write these words to myself, 

To justify my twisted ways,

Towards YOU who gave me life, 

And with most adoring love, have blessed me all my days!

All That, Which Is, You!

I want to wrap me in the comfort,

Which is you!

I want to quench all thirst from the spring,

That is you!

I want to hold myself closer to the pleasures,

I find in you!

You’re as a theory, not quit fact,

Too good to be true!

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No science nor physics has what it takes

To elaborate you!

Neither man nor scholars can,

Only God could define you!

How could it be, you are so unreal?

When you’re here, right in front of me?

The Magnitude of what I see,

Erupts all my emotions and senses that I feel!

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You’re my blessing, a God sent,

You give meaning to love,

Nothing fake, no pretend!

Defying logic, you make straight lines bend!
You’re my miracle right from heaven’s gate,

You got what it takes to turn my circles strait!

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Like a perfect three, movie real,

Fill my life with action, humor, & suspense constantly,

Whatever the distance, close or far,

Don't matter, your heart holds me near!

Out of Breath, you always steal the air,

Straight out from my atmosphere!

Time has got no meaning concealed,

You’re simply, the answer to my prayer!

You have become the object, defining LOVE,

When I want to hate!

You make me want to rise above,

Way passed heaven's gate!

I melt in wonder every single time,

No words can elaborate!

So I dare not hesitate, 

For such love I'd quit rhyming & dare not Waste...........Any Time At All!

Touch Of Death!

Everything I touch, withers away and dies,

I can't be too close, even though my heart cries!
I crave the human touch yet I create an alienation,
Between her and I, there will be no connection!

From a distance, I observe the contours of her face,
I cringe on the inside craving her sweet, heavenly embrace!
I want to be closer to her, more than what I can afford,
Yet, when she comes close to me I dare not say a word!

I fear, the moment when I touch her in an instant she will fade,
From this deadly touch of mine, that haunts me, I can't masquerade!
As she walks towards me I steal a glance from her eyes,
Slowly, in haste I look away, leaving no room for goodbyes!

I dare not give her a chance, to feel my cold, cold touch,
Yet I’d die a million times for her touch that I crave so much!
And so I shut my inner eye trying to erase and lose her face,
Because all I can only think about, is her awful, sweet embrace!

I shut my eyes tighter hoping to lose her lovely stare,
That stare which invites me in, but to take it, I don't dare!
I close my eyes even tighter, ever tighter, my eyes begin to hurt,
I try to heal this pain by shutting my soul and burying it in the dirt!

Because Everything I touch, withers away and dies,
I can't be too close, even though my heart cries!
I crave the human touch yet I create an alienation,

I close my eyes forever more, for my fate is desolation!

Copyright ©2007 Jimmy Bairagee

My Head, Kills Me Dead!

Locked up inside my head,
I see the world pass me by!
Can’t breathe from choking,
I can’t escape, no matter how hard I try!